How do you handle Toxic Feedback?
I remember being a young girl, perched
on a stool in the middle of my kitchen, singing along with the radio,
belting out the words of the song with such passion and emotion as my
mother cut my hair (she was a hairdresser back in the day and so our
haircuts came free—lucky us).
I was feeling the music all the way
down to my soul. I was a singer! I could sing just as well as Crystal
Gale, or so my thirteen-year-old self believed. I knew I was that
good.
Then my mother, the woman I so admired,
so loved, told me, “Angela, I’m so glad you took up an instrument
instead of joining the school choir.”
What?! What the heck did she mean by
that? Was my own mother telling me I sucked at singing? Really?
I truly believed so. At least that’s
the way I took it.
And to this day, I remember that
scenario clearly (my mother denies saying any such thing or that the
situation even happened at all) and because of it, I have a singing
complex. I still love to sing, but I don’t do it nearly as loud,
nor do I sing in public places—I whisper-sing when anyone is
around. I’m super self-conscious.
The feedback I received from my own
mother had a lasting impact on me that even twenty plus years later,
I still feel it.
As much as writers crave feedback—good
feedback, constructive feedback—every writer at some point will
receive some toxic feedback that will make them want to cry, take a
hammer to their laptop, and swear they’ll never, EVER write again.
No matter what. You can’t make me.
And to make matters worse, that
feedback was usually given by someone we admired greatly and so
wanted to impress. To find out we didn’t impress them one bit can
be pretty damaging and heartbreaking to our fragile writer’s ego
(yes, we’re fragile, we are. We want to be tough, but it still
stings—we’re human after all).
Putting ourselves out there by handing
over our writing, something we’ve put our heart and soul into can
be scary. Then to be told it just wasn’t good enough can really
affect how we continue to look at ourselves and our writing paths.
Each writer is different and each writer will take that piece of
feedback and react to it differently as well. For some, it will be
the end all to end all. And for others, they will use it to better
themselves in an act to prove that particular feedback provider
wrong.
Recently, I read a book titled, Toxic
Feedback, Helping Writers Survive and Thrive by Joni B. Cole, in
which she discusses this very thing. If you have read Bird by Bird by
Anne Lamont, then you will enjoy Joni B. Cole’s writing style and
approach—very personable and humorous. Because I like to use
little post-it notes to mark passages or areas of a book I find
useful , my copy of this book now looks like a freaking rainbow,
there was so much I found valuable and worth marking.
At some point in your writing career,
someone is going to make you feel like crap. It will happen. It will.
Whether it’s early in your writing—be it a teacher, professor,
even your own mother, or heaven forbid, your spouse—or later, after
you’ve been cultivating your writing for years—rejections from
agents, publishers, or you receive a horrible review from a reader
who gives you one stinkin’ star out of five—it will happen.
But in her book, Toxic Feedback, Joni
goes on about how we should process that information, how to approach
it. And more importantly, I feel, she discusses how WE should go
about giving feedback to others who ask it from us. Because like it
or not, receiving feedback and giving feedback can be a highly
emotional thing if not done correctly. It could actually be more
damaging than good
I love Joni’s definition of feedback,
or what she believes the definition should be: “Any response to a
writer or his work that helps him write more, write better, and be
happier.”
Wow. Isn’t that great? That’s the
kind of feedback I want. Don’t you?
And that’s the kind of feedback we
should be giving, as well.
Now, don’t confuse this with being
all fake and saying positive stuff about someone’s writing that is
seriously lacking and needs a ton of work—that’s not what I’m
saying here or Joni either. That defeats the “write better”
portion of the definition above.
It’s all about the approach. We need
to be conscious of how we approach a person’s work, how we
encourage them to fix those areas—spelling, character development,
plot issues—without making them feel like a loser. Joni gives some
great pointers in her book about how to do it correctly. We also need
to look at ourselves and understand how we process and react to
negative feedback as well—we need to understand the intentions.
The cold hard truth is that we all need
feedback. We do. Without it, we risk setting ourselves up for failure
and humiliation. For me, I know I’d much rather have one of my
critique buddies tell me I have a piece of broccoli in my teeth
(embarrassing and slightly humiliating) than to be standing in front
of the world, smiling like an idiot, with broccoli in my teeth,
making people uncomfortable or worse yet, causing them to gag.
If you haven’t added Toxic Feedback
to your writer’s library, I highly suggest you check it out. Just
as important as it is to know where to place a comma, or what things
to avoid in writing your first five pages, I think knowing how to
give and process feedback ranks right up there with things all
writers should know and be aware of.
The sooner we can come to understand
negative feedback and how to utilize it to make us better writers,
the sooner we will improve not only our writing but other writers
writing as well.
BIO:
Angela
Scott hears voices. Tiny fictional people sit on her shoulders and
whisper their stories in her ear. Instead of medicating herself, she
decided to pick up a pen, write down everything those voices tell me,
and turn it into a book. She's not crazy. She's an author. For the
most part, she writes contemporary Young Adult novels. However,
through a writing exercise that spiraled out of control, she found
herself writing about zombies terrorizing the Wild Wild West--and
loving it. Her zombies don't sparkle, and they definitely don't
cuddle. At least, she wouldn't suggest it. She lives on the benches
of the beautiful Wasatch Mountains with two lovely children, one
teenager, and a very patient husband. She graduated from Utah State
University with a B.A. degree in English, not because of her love for
the written word, but because it was the only major that didn't
require math. She can't spell, and grammar is her arch nemesis. But
they gave her the degree, and there are no take backs.
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BLURB:
Samantha
Jean Haggert is a beautiful twelve-year-old girl—but no one knows
it. All they see is an awkward boy in a baseball cap and baggy pants.
Sam’s not thrilled with the idea of hiding her identity, but it’s
all part of her older brother’s plan to keep Sam safe from male
attention and hidden from the law. Fifteen-year-old Jacob will stop
at nothing to protect his sister, including concealing the death of
the one person who should have protected them in the first
place—their mother.
Sam and Jacob try to outrun their past by stealing the family car and traveling from West Virginia to Arizona, but the adult world proves mighty difficult to navigate, especially for two kids on their own. Trusting adults has never been an option; no adult has ever given them a good reason. But when Sam meets “Jesus”—who smells an awful lot like a horse—in the park, life takes a different turn. He saved her once, and may be willing to save Sam and her brother again, if only they admit what took place that fateful day in West Virginia. The problem? Sam doesn’t remember, and Jacob isn’t talking.
Sam and Jacob try to outrun their past by stealing the family car and traveling from West Virginia to Arizona, but the adult world proves mighty difficult to navigate, especially for two kids on their own. Trusting adults has never been an option; no adult has ever given them a good reason. But when Sam meets “Jesus”—who smells an awful lot like a horse—in the park, life takes a different turn. He saved her once, and may be willing to save Sam and her brother again, if only they admit what took place that fateful day in West Virginia. The problem? Sam doesn’t remember, and Jacob isn’t talking.
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EXCERPT
“Grab
‘er feet!”
Grabbing
her feet meant I had to touch her, and that was the last thing I
wanted to do.
“Don’t
just stand there.” Jacob bent over and took hold of her by the
shoulders. “I can’t do this on my own.”
I
shook my head. “I can’t.” The stench was awful and it made me
gag. Using the collar of my shirt, I pulled it up over my nose to
help diffuse the smell.
Jacob
stood and starred me down. “Sam, there’s no other way. You have
to help me. Just grab ‘er feet so we can get this over with.”
The
idea of touching a dead body scared me and I shook my head once more.
“So you want to
leave her here?” He swung his arm wide. I flinched, but my brother
wasn’t trying to hit me, only emphasize his point. He needed help,
and there was no one else to give it to him but me. “Out here,
where people can see her and the wild dogs might get at her? Is that
what you want?”
No,
I didn’t want that. Of course, I didn’t want that. I’m not that
cruel, but I still didn’t want to touch her. I didn’t care that
she was my momma. I was frightened. I’d never been this close to
death before. What would it feel like to touch a dead person? Would
she be as stiff as a
board?
What if the sheet fell off her face and I saw her staring right at
me? I’d have nightmares forever. I just didn’t want to do it.
“We
have to get her inside,” Jacob said. “It’s the right thing to
do. It won’t be that bad, I swear. We’ll be quick. I need your
help, Sam. You have to help me.”
Jacob
had already wrapped her in a bed sheet. He rolled her up tight like
you see in the movies where they roll a dead body up in a rug. He
told me to wait inside while he did it. I was grateful she was
covered up, because Jacob said that death makes a person look
frightful, especially if they died rather violently, and that I
shouldn’t even attempt to look. I had no intentions of looking—none
whatsoever. She was already beginning to smell. The smell of death
assaulted my senses and it took everything I had not to pinch my
nose. I wanted to, but I didn’t. I figured that would be rude.
Jacob found her
outside the trailer, stone cold on the dirt packed ground. He said he
could smell the alcohol on her. I didn’t know what it would be like
to have a mother who didn’t smell of beer, cigarettes, and cheap
perfume. I figured all mommas smelled that way; around these parts,
most of them did.
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